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Apr. 17th, 2005
As soon as I turn my back l'Imaginaire receives tons and tons of stuff I need to buy! Laurie-neesan is going to be so pissed if she knows Para-Kiss 4 is out and I gotta buy it before it sells out! haven't bought it! ;-;. But right now, really, the priority definately is CLAMP ANTHOLOGY argh!! I want my paycheeeeeeck! can't wait until thursday! *dies* Anyway...
I love grocery shopping with my dad. ^^
Yesterday went surprisingly well. I had been having suspicions about the marching band. I had left because I felt I was too mentally f*cked up to stay. I left for five motnhs and in this lapse of time, I got extremely better. I rejoined, sure that this time I could make it, but it seems that it's making me worse... anyway, Saturday, it really went well. Everybody was nice and warm and I had a lot of fun ^^. I was so relieved...
I know it's shameful, but I really don't care if people pity me. I just want them to make me feel better, to care about me or make me believe they do. I don't care if I live in an illusion. I just want to stop feeling like the worse piece of sh*t all of the time.
Anyway, in the evening My sister and I had planned to go downtown and have a coffee in this nice coffee place, but we met Jo in the bus and we decided to go to the italian Ice cream parlour. *drool* Forget everything you know about Ice cream! Tutto Gellato is to ice cream what Pot of Gold is to box of chocolate! I had white chocolate and hazelnut, coconut and milk and honey. Soooo good ^^ then we went to the aracade and went back home.
I love grocery shopping with my dad. ^^
Yesterday went surprisingly well. I had been having suspicions about the marching band. I had left because I felt I was too mentally f*cked up to stay. I left for five motnhs and in this lapse of time, I got extremely better. I rejoined, sure that this time I could make it, but it seems that it's making me worse... anyway, Saturday, it really went well. Everybody was nice and warm and I had a lot of fun ^^. I was so relieved...
I know it's shameful, but I really don't care if people pity me. I just want them to make me feel better, to care about me or make me believe they do. I don't care if I live in an illusion. I just want to stop feeling like the worse piece of sh*t all of the time.
Anyway, in the evening My sister and I had planned to go downtown and have a coffee in this nice coffee place, but we met Jo in the bus and we decided to go to the italian Ice cream parlour. *drool* Forget everything you know about Ice cream! Tutto Gellato is to ice cream what Pot of Gold is to box of chocolate! I had white chocolate and hazelnut, coconut and milk and honey. Soooo good ^^ then we went to the aracade and went back home.
