Voulez-vous coucher avec moi ce soir?

Mmmngh. Well despite today being supposed to be one of the worse day of my life, I feel quite fine. Well I guess that's mainly caused by the fact that dad and I shared about 5 words today. So news, good or bad, couldn't be brought on to me. Which means I still don't know if we keep the hous or not. I place a bet on NOT but I've always been an happily oblivious optimist. Which is nice. I'm stupid, but I prefer oblivion to depression.

Mmh... what started out yesterday night as a pretty fun night downtown with Jessy and Jonathan turned into a horrible mess that I don't even feel like prodding with a ten foot stick. I didn't need that boys ;-;. It's selfish of me to say such things right? *sigh* Can't my boys see that I LOVE THEM and want them to love one another. YES I was pushy, I'm really truly sorry. YES I just ran away in the nearest bus without caring much whatever happened to you guys. Ain't I allowed one fucking semi-hissy fit in my whole life? The day that I believed being the day before my world crashed? *sigh* well luckily I'm a somewhat good mediator so I should be ok about fixing things up prettt quickly... i hope jo doesn't hold a grudge... I hope jessy doesn't hate me... muhaaaa T_T... I feel kinda numb, I can't really bring myself to care *sigh*

Well on a happy note, I'm much better than I was when I last posted so Stace-Tace, please don't worry about me <3<3<3... Oh and I'm also getting pretty good at killing flies with my bare hands. That's irrelevant but it delights me.

Oh yeah, so people don't go thinking I'm making Olé Olé proposition I should precise that the subject of today's post is due to my constant watching of Moulin Rouge. Lovely movie. Lovely lovely Ewan and Nicole. Lovely lovely lovely voices that mingle together so beautifully.

Mmh if you care to know I had a pretty bad emotionnal breakdown today at works. I dissolved into a pretty pathetic puddle of tears. That's enough for me wanting to die in a hole on the spot. I was so ashamed. I HATE when people see me cry. I'm not an all that proud kind of person, but looking so weak in the eyes of others makes me wish for the ground to open up and swallow me.

I'm so bathing in the post-HBP renewed HP slash love nowadays. *dreamy sigh*

Oh well I'm off to wath my brand new Card Captor Sakura DVD that I bought for like 7$ at the wal-mart. It's got the 3 last episodes of the second season on it. Weeeh! Toya/Yuki-ness. CCS is awesome. End of the story.

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Mmmng forgot to mention that I'm still cross about missing Pride at Montreal. Maybe if I get my act together I can participate to something here in Quebec... is it too late? Grrr... Wasn't Pride by the end of August?? I'm such a bad pro-gay activist u_u;;