I'm Dying!!
Jul. 23rd, 2005 11:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
generaljanuaryCollege:23 days
System Of a Down:37 days
HP 4 GoF:115 days
... yeah right. That may not be the truth but that's how I feel. This is only ol' pal paranoia showing the tip of its nose again u_u ... But... my head's been hurting real bad all the time for a whole week and my ol' chap insomnia has decided to make a come back. At first I thought they were just my ordinary summer depression syndroms but The headaches just won't go away and I can't sleep for more than two hours in a row... And last night , I was actually sleeping u_u;;, when dad came home, I had finally fallen asleep in the living room, he woke me up (fool >.>) to tell me I should go in my room and I did, but when I bent down to pick up a blanket I saw a red drop fall on the floor and I touched my nose and I was bleeding! It was bleeding pretty bad and I had never had a nosebleed before, never! It bled profusely for quite a while and I could see dad was trying not to show he was worried which worried me even more... It finally stopped and I slept for an hour (I swallowed like 4 extra-strong tylenol so I guess they knocked me down)then I woke up, couldn't fall back to sleep, watched tv, took some more tylenols and I finally slept a bit more. Today I had a parade and a slight headache I thought it might be warmth-induced since it's so suffocatingly hot outside these days but tonight I went to the movie theatre with Cassandra and Marc-Antoine from the marching band. We went to see "Dark Water" and when we got out me head felt ready to explode. right now, two hours and 2 tylenols later, my head still feels as bad and I'm scared as hell my nose will bleed again... What going on with me? I talked with Audrée-Chan on internet and she told me I should go to the doctor, but what frightens me is that I have a feeling deep down that there is really something wrong and it frightens me.
God There are so many other things I should be saying here right now, like how brilliant I found HBP, How I'm so glad about all thses new cds I bought, what I thought of Dark Water, how I've been falling back into the digimon fandom, how Harry/Ron has regained my attention and how Sabrina-Chan wrote a post about me in her blog but I just feel so... helpless and worried and my head aches and I'm so tired and yet I can't seem to find rest...
Help mee, anybody! argh...
What's wrong with me?? ;-;
I think a good shower will do me some good...
System Of a Down:37 days
HP 4 GoF:115 days
... yeah right. That may not be the truth but that's how I feel. This is only ol' pal paranoia showing the tip of its nose again u_u ... But... my head's been hurting real bad all the time for a whole week and my ol' chap insomnia has decided to make a come back. At first I thought they were just my ordinary summer depression syndroms but The headaches just won't go away and I can't sleep for more than two hours in a row... And last night , I was actually sleeping u_u;;, when dad came home, I had finally fallen asleep in the living room, he woke me up (fool >.>) to tell me I should go in my room and I did, but when I bent down to pick up a blanket I saw a red drop fall on the floor and I touched my nose and I was bleeding! It was bleeding pretty bad and I had never had a nosebleed before, never! It bled profusely for quite a while and I could see dad was trying not to show he was worried which worried me even more... It finally stopped and I slept for an hour (I swallowed like 4 extra-strong tylenol so I guess they knocked me down)then I woke up, couldn't fall back to sleep, watched tv, took some more tylenols and I finally slept a bit more. Today I had a parade and a slight headache I thought it might be warmth-induced since it's so suffocatingly hot outside these days but tonight I went to the movie theatre with Cassandra and Marc-Antoine from the marching band. We went to see "Dark Water" and when we got out me head felt ready to explode. right now, two hours and 2 tylenols later, my head still feels as bad and I'm scared as hell my nose will bleed again... What going on with me? I talked with Audrée-Chan on internet and she told me I should go to the doctor, but what frightens me is that I have a feeling deep down that there is really something wrong and it frightens me.
God There are so many other things I should be saying here right now, like how brilliant I found HBP, How I'm so glad about all thses new cds I bought, what I thought of Dark Water, how I've been falling back into the digimon fandom, how Harry/Ron has regained my attention and how Sabrina-Chan wrote a post about me in her blog but I just feel so... helpless and worried and my head aches and I'm so tired and yet I can't seem to find rest...
Help mee, anybody! argh...
What's wrong with me?? ;-;
I think a good shower will do me some good...
