tids and bits of peaceful, quiet, tender happiness

[generaljanuary]

During my Spanish test, last week, I was sitting by the window and the rain was pouring and the wind was whistling outside. I watched raindrops tracing patterns on the window for the longest time, feeling like that girl in that story you've written Stacy.
<3

Some people are special in ways that they'll never know... I wish people knew... I wish they knew...

After a fun night spent drinking abit and smoking cherry cigarillos with my work friends, I came back home and went to bed and had one of these really weird dreams thati get from time to time. These weird dreams that leave me feeling so...strangely serene. Dreams like that would make normal people bitter for what they can never have, I guess, but I do grasp whatver tids and bits of peaceful quiet tender happiness when it floats by- not that I'm not happy, far from it, just a different kind of happy, I guess.

I bet I'll blush when I'll see you at school tomorrow... False memories of your head resting on my lap and our laughter in my bedroom. I will kiss that "red slip of paper" before going to bed tonight. Because I'm quite vain, really. I'm sure you can tell, Prez. Or are you? We were never told, were we?

Comments

[boxing--clever.livejournal.com]

Cherry Cigarillos! Ah, I love those. They always remind me of a very happy time in my life. Your post sounds very serene. That's good. Surprising though because you just started school. Hopefully that's still going well. I don't know quite how to take the last paragraph, whether it was meant for one person or not, but I really liked it. Can't quite put my finger on it but quite nice.

[fanny-moon.livejournal.com]

Yeah! ^-^ They invoke special memories for me too. Yes, stragely I thought that college would bring a whole heap of stress upon my shoulders as I usually am a very easily stressed person who tends to get overwhelmed with life but strangely I can't recall feeling so calm and peaceful for such a long period of time and God does it ever feel good.Ah! And for that last paragraph let's just say that dream I had was very vivid and I tend to apreciate dreams that leave you feeling all fluttery inside more than I should, I guess. I hope things are going well for you too, don't hesitate to call on the HP cheerleading squad if you ever need it, eh?

[naisscence.livejournal.com]

No Baileys Irish cream? *Teary*
XD
Yay for drizzly days and warm homey rooms.
And what is this?
Boi boi alert for meh 'minou-ninou-chan-chan nyo?~!!
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I'd just say duckie luv.
You deserve this after all the havoc and I'm personally thankfull and happy for you dearie. *Hug*
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Stacy-wacy-lacy-dacy-nacy.. *trails off*

P.s
I'm tempted to revamp the story and make Mathieu into Yuki-chan-avatar (Yup. youngest butler ever) and go lovey dovey over a dark haired lord watchamalit. Nyaha. Spare some creative toughts over this cliche? XD