Wish I was an English muffin, 'bout to make the most out of a toaster

[generaljanuary]

I've re-watched some early Supernatural season 4 this morning and I want to hate Sam so much. I understand his motivations, but why the lies. You break my heart, Sammy. What redeems him in my opinion (and I find it curious because I consciously adhere to no religion), is his earnest faith in angels and God. How excited and happy he is to learn of their actual, proved existence. He is thrilled at the idea that the angels are coming to help them. 

I hate when they give horoscopes on the radio. Actually I hate listening to the radio.  /random

I chose a new layout earlier this week, I was getting tired of the old one and found it too dark. Nothing fancy, but it might only be temporary. Also I need to find a new mood theme. *is still lj-stupid after 5 years*

Also, I need to start looking for a new job. The tip to paying off debts and saving money is... to actually earn some. (actually the only incentive I have right now to get a job is that I'll need money in september to buy Supernatural season 5 when it comes out on DVD. Yes, I know that's pretty sad.) Actually, I want to pay off my credit card and save at least 1000$ before I apply for university.  *hums "Dream On" by Depêche Mode*
After nearly 7 years of slaving away at a job I always hated, I did deserve a little time off, no? My friends and family's answer to that seems to be...  NO. haha.

RL is hard. *sigh*


If only a million sigh could turn into a tornado
And sweep away my troubles
...
A million and one.

Have a nice day everyone, I hope the sun is shining wherever you are. If not, grab your umbrella and make your own sunshine. :)

EDIT: I found a cool animated SPN mood theme! It's made by lidi and you can find it HERE

Comments

[sptmbrwind.livejournal.com]

(actually the only incentive I have right now to get a job is that I'll need money in september to buy Supernatural season 5 when it comes out on DVD. Yes, I know that's pretty sad.)

I have similar motivations, I have to admit. Though I'll probably wait for it to go on sale.

[fanny-moon.livejournal.com]

I don't have the cable or the internet at home so I can't follow the show as it airs. I DL some episodes here and there but mostly I depend on the DVDs. I've been whining about S5 comiong out on DVD since september! Haha!
But yeah, it's frustrating paying for something when you know that few months later it's going to be less expensive. :/

[tequilafish7.livejournal.com]

The scene where Sam meets Cas is probably one of my favorites ever.

But yeah, Sam was breaking my heart all through that season. The thing is, even though he really upset me/pissed me off/made me want to hate him even though I could never do that, I still see his side of it. Not that I agree with it, but I get why he was doing it and as much as it frustrates me I can't be too mad at him for it.
I love those boy, so much.


Ew work, ew jobs.
I've had the past three weeks off of work, but I go back tomorrow and I don't wanna! :whines:
And 7 years of a job you hated, holycrap. Enjoy your well-deserved free time.

[fanny-moon.livejournal.com]

The scene where Sam meets Cas is probably one of my favorites ever.
Me too! It was cute and funny. I have no idea why, but I find his faith very endearing. I didn't really like the episode "House of the Holy", but the scenes in which Sam and Dean discuss their belief in God always stuck with me. :)

I found S4 generally painful to watch. The gap between the brothers kept widening as they lied to each other. Dean made his confession about hell, but it only pushed Sam to keep lying because he felt he had to do the job that was expected of his brother by the angels. The scene in which Sam tells Chuck that he has no choice because "Dean isn't Dean anymore." is really heart-breaking.

And yeah. Work sucks. Hope your return isn't too painful!

[contrition.livejournal.com]

Someone who saw season 4 before me went on about how awful Sam was, but I couldn't bring myself to hate him either. :( He made a lot of mistakes, unforgivable ones, but he always had faith and he definitely wasn't the only one who'd had missteps.

Your layout looks great! It's such a pretty one.

Sigh, good luck with the job hunt. I am in the same boat and I'm having NO luck. Luckily I'll be getting financial aid soon, but I'd really love to score a part-time job. Stupid economy. :(

[fanny-moon.livejournal.com]

You just can't start hating someone you've been emotionally invested in for three seasons. But oh, they both broke my heart in S4.

Thanks! I wanted something simple. I customized one once and it was a headache and a half for not much result. So I stick to the ready-made ones, now.

Well there are jobs, I just swore to myself when I left my other job that I'd not return to minimum wage for another job I hated. I guess the economy isn't as bad in Canada. It touched us but not as hard. Now I feel bad being picky when a lot of people don't even have that kind of choice. :\